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I have emerged into my new beginning and fresh onstay. 
A new chapter via my self determination and courage.
I refuse to abandon my soul and spirit for an ethereal dream
which leaves me with a nightmare of loss and confusion.

Are we dreams deferred as someone said?  What is the reason? 
Can we know?  Can we see?  Can we understand? 

I don't ask anymore, what is this dialog of God's glory?  Who knows?  Everyone has their own take. Are we all walking corpses?, Perhaps, maybe we just don't know it yet.
Is life our coloring book without color?  
Is our life a card?   or, Are we dealing cards? 
What is this card thing? ~